Lil Peep 💛🐣

Probably at my lowest, you know what got me through it? Lil Peep. The music artist and his music was like the soundtrack to my life. I was so down bad on drugs and it felt like I was drowning and I just couldn’t get my head above water. I had the woman of my dreams. I had her. We lived together and I was so lost. I wanted to be this great amazing guy for her. The one she definitely deserved and I just couldn’t. I had the girl, the job, brand new car, and everything, but I was self destructing. It really felt like nobody knew what I was going through, and I was distant from everyone in my life. Lil Peep knew though. It’s like he understood everything and became my best friend despite me never meeting him. “Come Over When You’re Sober” part 1 & 2 felt like my soundtrack. I had a great woman who just could not understand why I couldn’t just be clean. That I had no answers for her still haunts me to this day. Lil Peeps music hurts and heals, it’s so weird. I have so many thanks to Gus for helping me get through my tough times and I feel bad that Gus himself didn’t have anyone for that. Addiction is a motherfucker and I hope we all experience freedom one day. Lil Peep is the man. His music will live on forever and anytime I don’t think someone understands me, all I have to do is press play. Thanks Gus. RIP. 💛🐣

Robert E. Yarber

Robert E. Yarber is an American author and travel-lifestyle creator based in Tromsø, Norway, sharing his journey from prison to global exploration in his memoir My Beautiful Nightmare: From the Bottom of Prison, to the Top of the World.

• Email: robert@robdoesitall.com

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